5 more days to the release of the PAE results, 6 to going Shanghai, 17 days to Christmas, 21 to ventures night, 23 to the new year. Time really flies by quickly, a month ago the Os ended and everyone gets exicited, relief that something major was over. Now's already early December and it's not before long that the Os will be release. Oh boy! I dread this day. But who cares, I already done my best and nothing more can be done and so, I leave it to the lord. But still, I have thoughts and little flashbacks about the Os which I just can't stop recalling. It haunts me every time when I try to sleep, but for the rest of the day, it's fine. How I wish I can just have a peace of mind. Tried reading through the book '' the basics..economics'' ( Economics is a H2 I have to take, or else I have nothing left.....not any science pls) and I must say that I don't quite understand it. I need a physical explanation as usually for it to sink into my head...Please don't say that I'm kiasu,kiasi as I'm just preparing myself for classes next year if I ever go JC so that I would not be blurr and lost when it's being taught by the teacher. Furthermore, it's a new subject and with no experience along with my terrible maths situation, I going to fail unlike smart pants people who may just play around and get good grades. Bitch!

Okay! I really wonder what JC I would be sent to? Most proberbly Innova JC. I applied ACJC as my first choice and Innova as my second. And so with my extremely high JC entry L1R5 of 20 pts, Innova would be the more ideal place I would be sent to. Oh well what should be the next move I should take to wriggle my way into the desired JC of mine! Haiz!