AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Hiaz! Gotten back all the prelim results on monday which were extremely SuCKy. SUCKISH that my....almost burst. So disappointing! Looks like I would have to be staying @ home for the month of January until the O level results are out. What to do? It can be help! Only can work harder now lol!!! Really have to work like shit now. My grades would get me no where but of course there's still lots of room for improvement and that the next 37 days are exremely CRUCIAL....CRUCIAL until alot of changes can be made. Must tahan! I must now cut down on using the Com/watching TV and wasting time walking around already. I must be discipline to sit down take out my books, study and practice. HeRe's my grades:
English: C6.....WTH! Still can cut down to B3(which I'm suppose to get..dam whore who marked it so strictly, Moderate! I need 1%=C5).
Chinese:???...............Have to wait till monday.( Hopefully B3..worst B4).
Combine Humans: A1...Don't be complacent!
Geography: B3........Shit! Not enough time like I said. Could have gotten A2......cut down to A2 for Os.
Emaths: C6.........Er Hrm! This is terrible! Fail= Dead liao! Can't go any where! Must Practice now till I get an A2.
Amaths: D7.....At least better than a F9. Have improvement! Must continue practicing for a B3. (Dam Helmet head doll who don't want to give me another 3 more marks to pass even though the final anwser is correct but not the working.)
Combine Science: B3.... Can't you pls moderate so that I can get my A2(68% only)?Hiaz! Toad!....A1 now for Os! Hm!
Current L1R5: 19 without Chinese
L1R5 with Chinese: hopefully 22:)
Can't go any where you see...................not even under 20 for a JC eduacation. I so disappointed. But least I'm not like the last few students in class anymore. :) But still Terrible though. I've yet to reach my fullest potential yet. Still have at least 9pts more to minus of for the Os. Make it 12 0r 13 pts. I can do it. I must have Confidence!
'' I'm not going any where with my grades like that!!! I can't afford to be LAZY now! God helps those who help themselves! Miracles can happen! Do not give up yet! I can do it! Forget about the prelims. They are Useless alr! The Os are the real one! They can do it so can I!I've a dream to chase. I don't want it to haunt me forever. Regret is the foolish thing on Earth. You Gotta work & Practice Matthew!'' My Inspirational and encouragement phrase.

Okay! enough about the Prelims....... For Honours Day and Night, I will be receiving a Distinction for scouts and a merit for Prefects. Yay! But I'm so disappointed that no one from scouts got the Most outstanding UYO award. Haiz! Somemore the Venture Uniform so bare.....I wouldn't mind wearing my Scout uniform with all the badges on it...right guys! Or my prefect blazer( which obviously I can't as prefects' not my higher award). Haiz! Should I be smiling or frowning??? :) :( Can someone please follow me and complete the NYAA??? Xin Wen???

Just now after dinner, the door bell rang and I opened it. I saw this teenager maybe like around 18-20years old standing outside. I approached and asked him how I may help him. He was selling ice cream for some fund raising or something related. Can't really hear what he was saying properly. I said, ''okay, walls ice cream is it? But I would like to see the ice cream.'' ''No, it's Magnolia.''''Oh!'' He called his friend over to bring the ice cream over and "NO SHIT" it was like some ice cream that those ppl cut and sell outside our school along with the wafer. The ice cream was taken out from like some styrofoam box which was dragged by some Karang Guni trolley. NO WAY WAS I GOING TO BUY FROM THEM. Yuks! So disgusting, unhygienic and low grade. CHEAP! EE yer! The price was ''night'' light robbery not day light. $ 16.00......$13.00 after discount as they want to sell and go home liao. So cheap yet they sold it at a high price. WTH! I can purchase a Ben & Jerry's ice cream for $11.50 for 7-11 which is definitely 100x times fresher, more hygienic, cheaper and nicer. I won't know if the ice cream was like some defecto ice cream that those people collect and sell. Worst still, I smelt the smokey smell that came from cigarettes. No Shit! So poor already that they need to sell stuff on the streets/housing estate still want to smoke. No way am I going to support them. Must definietly some delinquent kids. If they were from some organisation, firstly they would be wearing the org T-shirt instead of some old clothes and that if they were selling products from magnolia, they should at least have some proper ice cream cart. Cheats! '' Sorry my mum don't allow'' I ended up saying. If I had said what was in my mind, they might become agitated or what ever and attack me or something. Ahhh! Shoo! Go away! After that when I went for my run, I saw them still selling. What eva lol!!!