Today! During Assembly, Mr Ng announced that the VP-Mrs Katheryn Koh had already left the school to go to the ACS Junior school as VP. Phew! The vicious is gone! Now Mrs Judy Yeow would be the only VP left. So much nicer and friendlier than KK though. Which VP or P would ever offer students help in their work, not Mrs Yeow. She offered to help mein chemistry after hearing my grades last time but of course I didn't go lah! Mr Ng sometimes also say to the school if anyone don't understand maths can go and find for him help. Today, I also got back my report book which shows that I have a L1R5 of 20pts and an L1R4 of 11pts......not so go though! Where am I to go? No where! DEP is all I have left to enter ACJC with such a high aggregate. Sian! I still have yet to received an email for ACJC though the teacher in charge Mrs Geetha Creffield had sent me an SMS stating that she had received my audition form, that she tried sending an email but it kept bouncing and asking for an SMS for my email again. Pls hurry so that I would know that I have been given a chance and that you never misread my sms too.
My Grades:
English- B4
Chinese-B4
Amaths-D7
Emaths-C6
Combine Science-A2
Combine Humans- A1
Geography- B3
CME- A
CCA- A1

Okay! Today was Honours Day and Night. A day where students are recognised for their affords and contributions to the school.Yay! I so happy! My 2nd in two years. I got a Distiction for Scouts and a Meritorous Service for Prefects. Two certificates, two metals, one gold, the other silver. Should I say I deserved them! I guess so! I placed in my efforts in all that I do! Don't you agree? For honours day, the MC, Ms Olivia Li was so so sucky/ unglamouros, untrained/shameless. OMG! It was supposely to be a formal event though the GOH was the principal but she started giggling and laughing on start while reading a message. WTH! Where in the world would a proper MC do that! So embarassing, Good thing the GOH was not some big shot. Wore my bare and empty Ventures Uniform there with the other ventures and of course I would definitely rather wear my scout uniform with all the badges sewed onto it or my Prefects Blazer. Too bad! My highest award is from Scouts. This year the number of Awardees has way exceeded past years, reaching a number of 600 awardees. I really pity those Mrs Judy Yeow and GOH Mr Goh Jin Hian, Son of Senior Minister Goh Chok Tong as they had to shake hundreds of hands. Muahaha! :p This year's Honours Night was not as Glamorous as past years due to the sheer number of awardees which cannot fit into the audithorium where else in previous years, Awardees and Guest ate inside there as well. The day was indeed a boring one as being sitted at the ending part of the hall, we all(distiction ppl) had to wait for all those with lower awards to finish first before it was our turn. Haiz! So tired! School tomorrow! :( Then at honours night! The scouts and ventures had to shake the GOH with our Left hand(supposely to be closer to our heart) but the GOH didn't know that thus causing most of the us(or maybe those few having merit award) to become a laughing stock. Funny Funny Funny!!! After the whole presentation was our catered dinner from Raseal which was supposely to be worth $20.00. Not too bad though! Shouldn't it be free? The UYOs then had a fun time again doing silly things as usual as well as a group photo. Today would be make it the fourth time I shaked Mr Ng's hand. Oh ya! I also wonder how come that there was a secondary 2 scout who received an award under commendation for scouts? 1st time in our scounting in ACS BR history? I guess so! Pulling of strings I guess!!!
Xin Wen, me, Desmond,sam, Dom & Alexx. Still have somemore pics not collected though!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!! Hiaz! Gotten back all the prelim results on monday which were extremely SuCKy. SUCKISH that my....almost burst. So disappointing! Looks like I would have to be staying @ home for the month of January until the O level results are out. What to do? It can be help! Only can work harder now lol!!! Really have to work like shit now. My grades would get me no where but of course there's still lots of room for improvement and that the next 37 days are exremely CRUCIAL....CRUCIAL until alot of changes can be made. Must tahan! I must now cut down on using the Com/watching TV and wasting time walking around already. I must be discipline to sit down take out my books, study and practice. HeRe's my grades:
English: C6.....WTH! Still can cut down to B3(which I'm suppose to get..dam whore who marked it so strictly, Moderate! I need 1%=C5).
Chinese:???...............Have to wait till monday.( Hopefully B3..worst B4).
Combine Humans: A1...Don't be complacent!
Geography: B3........Shit! Not enough time like I said. Could have gotten A2......cut down to A2 for Os.
Emaths: C6.........Er Hrm! This is terrible! Fail= Dead liao! Can't go any where! Must Practice now till I get an A2.
Amaths: D7.....At least better than a F9. Have improvement! Must continue practicing for a B3. (Dam Helmet head doll who don't want to give me another 3 more marks to pass even though the final anwser is correct but not the working.)
Combine Science: B3.... Can't you pls moderate so that I can get my A2(68% only)?Hiaz! Toad!....A1 now for Os! Hm!
Current L1R5: 19 without Chinese
L1R5 with Chinese: hopefully 22:)
Can't go any where you see...................not even under 20 for a JC eduacation. I so disappointed. But least I'm not like the last few students in class anymore. :) But still Terrible though. I've yet to reach my fullest potential yet. Still have at least 9pts more to minus of for the Os. Make it 12 0r 13 pts. I can do it. I must have Confidence!
'' I'm not going any where with my grades like that!!! I can't afford to be LAZY now! God helps those who help themselves! Miracles can happen! Do not give up yet! I can do it! Forget about the prelims. They are Useless alr! The Os are the real one! They can do it so can I!I've a dream to chase. I don't want it to haunt me forever. Regret is the foolish thing on Earth. You Gotta work & Practice Matthew!'' My Inspirational and encouragement phrase.

Okay! enough about the Prelims....... For Honours Day and Night, I will be receiving a Distinction for scouts and a merit for Prefects. Yay! But I'm so disappointed that no one from scouts got the Most outstanding UYO award. Haiz! Somemore the Venture Uniform so bare.....I wouldn't mind wearing my Scout uniform with all the badges on it...right guys! Or my prefect blazer( which obviously I can't as prefects' not my higher award). Haiz! Should I be smiling or frowning??? :) :( Can someone please follow me and complete the NYAA??? Xin Wen???

Just now after dinner, the door bell rang and I opened it. I saw this teenager maybe like around 18-20years old standing outside. I approached and asked him how I may help him. He was selling ice cream for some fund raising or something related. Can't really hear what he was saying properly. I said, ''okay, walls ice cream is it? But I would like to see the ice cream.'' ''No, it's Magnolia.''''Oh!'' He called his friend over to bring the ice cream over and "NO SHIT" it was like some ice cream that those ppl cut and sell outside our school along with the wafer. The ice cream was taken out from like some styrofoam box which was dragged by some Karang Guni trolley. NO WAY WAS I GOING TO BUY FROM THEM. Yuks! So disgusting, unhygienic and low grade. CHEAP! EE yer! The price was ''night'' light robbery not day light. $ 16.00......$13.00 after discount as they want to sell and go home liao. So cheap yet they sold it at a high price. WTH! I can purchase a Ben & Jerry's ice cream for $11.50 for 7-11 which is definitely 100x times fresher, more hygienic, cheaper and nicer. I won't know if the ice cream was like some defecto ice cream that those people collect and sell. Worst still, I smelt the smokey smell that came from cigarettes. No Shit! So poor already that they need to sell stuff on the streets/housing estate still want to smoke. No way am I going to support them. Must definietly some delinquent kids. If they were from some organisation, firstly they would be wearing the org T-shirt instead of some old clothes and that if they were selling products from magnolia, they should at least have some proper ice cream cart. Cheats! '' Sorry my mum don't allow'' I ended up saying. If I had said what was in my mind, they might become agitated or what ever and attack me or something. Ahhh! Shoo! Go away! After that when I went for my run, I saw them still selling. What eva lol!!!

:( Failed amaths again. Paper1: 37/80, Paper2: 36/80. Haiz! D7. Least better and and F9 and 20 something for each paper. Improved slightly still. There's still room for lots of improvement. Arhhhhh! Can't stand it! Okay! Told my mum about the Drama Elective Programme and that I want to go for it. Mummy was so supportive about it as Drama is Useless and Irrelavant to want I want to be next time. She rather me go poly than take Drama. And Art over Drama. What she said is definitely true. She said if I ever make it to University, between 3 ppl wanting archutecture, who would the lecturer choose. A. A poly Architect Graduate, B. A JC science(phy) and maths stream student or C. An Arts stream and Drama Student of course we a contrasting subject though(me)? The answer would be A & B. Drama is Useless actually. But it fun though. Nevermind, I'm still signing up for the auditions and play along as time goes by. If I ever get in, I would need to take 3H2 and 1 H1 at lease so this are my most prob combinations:
1. H1GP. H1PW, H1MT, H2Geography, H2Econs, H2DEP, H1Phy or maths.
2. H1GP, H1PW, H1MT, H2Econs, H2DEP, H2Phy or maths, H1Phy or maths.
3. H1GP, H1PW, H1MT, H2Geography, H2DEP, H2Phy or maths, H1Phy or maths.
4. Worst case Scenerio: H1GP, H1PW, H1MT, H2Geography, H2Econs, H2DEP, H1maths & H1Physics........Back to School tomooorrooww. Time to get back more results.

Okay! Went to Cai and Jeffery's Birthday Party last night at Binjai Park. The house is definitely bigger than mine. Met Cumara and Jeremy before going walking into the estate. It was a distance inside...a further distance compared to mine. Saw some familiar faces there. Duh! The food that was not too bad, from Mana Pot...definitely better than some other caterers. Muahaha! I ended up playing Monopoly the whole night with David, Jeremy and Cumara. Didn't mix around much as I don't know most of the other people there. Reached back home @ around 11.30pm. Today woke up at 7.45 am to prepare myself to go to Russell house to meet Arunan and him before heading over to ACJC for the openhouse. I will be signing up for the Drama Elective Programme(DEP). There will be an audition held after the Os which if I pass it, it will allow me entrance for the first three months as written on the application form ,''for admission into ACJC in Jan 2008''. Muahaha! Errr....Confidence? I think I should be fine. Nothing can be worst than what I did for last year's Gangshow. OMG! Wearing High heels and a blouse......Criss- crossing my legs while walking and speaking like a.............OMG! -.-" Shhhhh!!!!! Pls

Okay the week is about to come to an end already and school would be like starting in four days time and by saturday my family will be back in town. Haiz! Haven't really been doing much for the past few days except my tuitions and some geography and cooking. Somedays when I wake up, practically half the day is already gone so in the end the day passes by quickly. I made my brownies(see the pic) and my pizza, I packed my room. Yesterday, Arunan, Russell and Cumara came over to my house to study for about 3 1/2 hrs. We did the amaths holiday homework.However with my slowness I yet to complete a paper. Today in the evening, went out with ACS BR for a Drama Performace by the ACJC Drama elective programme @ the DBS Singapore Reputary Theatre at Clarke Quay. I was late. Suppose to meet them at Clarke Quay MRT at 6.45pm but I reached like around 7.20pm. Muahahah! Ended up having to pay their cab fare as we were Late and could waste any more time to take a bus as the Drama was starting at 7.30pm. The whole Performance ended around 10+ and we headed to Mac for Supper than back to Clarke Quay MRT to go home. There, the train overshot the entrance and had to reverse(see the pic). muahahaha! Reached home like around 11.40pm.

Slept like around 3am today and woke up at like around 5.30am after 2 1/2 hrs of sleep this morning to send my mummy, jie jie and kor kor of the Hokkiado,Japan along with the other relatives. Haiz! My mum actually wanted to bring me along but my dad did not allow as he says that the Os are few weeks away and that the time should be spent studying. But it's not like I'm going to study 24/7. My mum actually says that 1 week would not make a difference. But had I gone for the trip and did badly for the Os, my dad would then blame my mum,'' See lah, told you not to bring him Japan now he does so badly. That one week very important.'' Went back home and started to sleep again till around 1+. Haiz! I would now have to spend a week at home by myself. So boring! But at least I have a list of activities to keep me occupied during the week besides tuition, tution, tuition. On Wednesday people are coming to my house to study. Thursday, Friday Saturday, Drama concert in the night, Birthday party, ACJC openhouse respectively. Also went to Sim Lim Square wanting to buy my Ipod Video but every where, it was sold out. New stock coming in soon. One shop says in a 1weeks time while another a months time. Looks like I've gotta wait patiently again. Even @ comex and other Ipod shops, when I called to check, they said that all had been sold out. Haiz! :(:(:( My mum promise to bring be on the hols immediatly after the Os, just both of us as the rest have already gone to like Tokyo or New Zealand or Seoul. But I still want to go to New York, Mahattan, Pennslyvenia, the whole eastern coast of USA(places I which to migrate to next time! Muahahah!:) )but my mum say that I would have to wait for that until we visit our relatives in Toronto, Canada where they will drive us all the way down. When will that be? Next how about London? No! I have to wait until next year for my cousin's wedding there. How about Aussieland! Yes! I might be following my uncle and aunt there for my cousins graduation. Yay! There, I can stay in their house(PR mah). Haiz! why did my parents sell their house(investment, which I only stayed there for 2 weeks) away there which was only a few units away from my U n A's place. China? Yuks! No THANK YOU! No more Asian Countries for me! I need some where high class and Ex place after a long time break...after all I love travelling........my list of places would grow longer now. Yay! I can't wait.