Wooah! The week has just passed by really quickly. Once week down! Approximately 2-3 weeks left before the O level results are released. The count down starts! While! feel like getting back the results ASAP and get over it. But I'm scared of doing badly! I'm trying not to think about it but it just keeps coming back and haunt me that I might do badly! I keep on recalling about the papers, what if I get the answers wrong! I neither know how to do that question nor am able to complete. OMG! I'm getting paranoid! Helpppp!!! May I have a peace of mind and stop thinking about it!

I know that I have already done my best. The best that I could have ever done! My 100%! And now, nothing can be done already, nothing can be changed! And so I shall have faith on the lord and hope onto him. That he has raised me up to stand on mountains, raised me up to walk on stormy seas and raised me up to more than I can be. And that those who hope on the lord will renew their strenght, they will soar on wings like eagles, they will walk and not grow weary, run and not be faint- Isiah 40:31.

Okay now on my first week of school! Like I had said, it has passed by very fast. On monday morning during assembly, in my head, I was like ''WTH! WTH!''. Why? We were told to sing the school anthem which I kept my lips sealed. It's NOT MY SCHOOL YET! UNTIL THEN after JAE and if I have no choice but to stay there! And while it was being played, the principal was like refering to some paper in her hand while sing! Shouldn't she be like the lead one for all? Then Lectures Lectures and Lectures! They started real lectures already! I'm already using a temporary timetable, next week then start the real one with tutorials. I've heard like some other JCs like ACJC haven't even gave the students to choose their subject combi until later this week. I have no comments on the lectures, just that the lecturers are extremely like intolerant of lateness. I'm just taking these few weeks as a headstart for certain subjects like economics and geograph, so that I won't be lost if I continue a JC education after JAE and nothing more than that. H1 maths is like secondary amaths. Just finished logs and expo! Next week on quadratic eqn! Geography is like basics...not even a chapter to be tested! Econs! So far alright! Need ready up to help! Literature! A waste of my time! I don't even want to take it. I never know if I might find it interesting and aspiring enough for me to continue. Now @ Smiles, personification!

Still meet up with my OG ppl! My new class seems acceptable...might be too early to see how! Seems friendly enough, no notorious people. Only 16 ppl. The first PE with them was fun! And during econs lecture, as we were sitted right at the back, we started eating sweets and biscuits. Then we one teacher saw us! But the good think was that he never open his mouth. Feel much there better already! But how wasted I'm not in ACJC! :(

Okay,back to monday again! When I went back to school for the venture meeting, I felt really happy to be back there. Tomorrow I shall be going back again to resume my full position of Vice- Chairman (Administration). :)

Now I really see the importance of friends. Without friends, life's lonely, boring, gloomy and miserable. Not say I don't have any new friends which some might become good friends if the time is long enough. But of course for now, the old ones with strong friendship ties are definitely better and some thing needed. Thats why I really one to go ACJC where most will be there. And to the three (Alex, Arunan and Yee Ann) of your, thanks for your messages. I really appreciate them. They really help to bring a small onto my face. Do send more pls! Others, your all can send a message to me too! :) :) :)

And just now only, a man from the Singapore Press Holding came to ringing at my house. He wanted me to take a survey since I already finished my O levels. Questions asked was where do I planned to head? Poly or JC? Duh! JC! Oh! what makes you choose the place? select the given options . And my answer is:1st: reputation of the school: ACJC! So prestigous! Household name!, 2nd: my friends are going there! Duh! 3rd: Parents/ family advice! Duh! My mum! ACS BR teacher My Sis! Acsian! My cousins! ACSians! :)

Sucky! Sucky! Sucky! Skip Christmas last year due to food poisoning from China. Daring enough to eat from those roadside BBQ stalls though which caused it. Can't even go to Church, annual party and Ventures' Night. Sian! Bored!Sick for about 6 days! Vomitting, Die-rreah, slight fever. It was terrible! Had to keep on going to the loo! Lied on the couch whole day long as I had no energy to do anything!:(

I missed Ventures' Night as I wasn't well still. And now I'm the Ventures' Vice-Chairman of Administration! WTH! I'am Shocked! I don't even want it actually! I told the last year's Exco that I also don't want anything, any position! Didn't even stand for elections! I can't see myself committed enough to come back every meeting! Forced to rather! Worst still on a saturday morning! Giving up my very precious sleep! Yes! I don't deny the fact that I would rather sleep that go back there! I would mind if it had been of fridays where I could just return back after school! I just want to go back as and when I want to! Not being force to or a need of commitment! I was about to resign the very next day I heard about it. Just nice Samuel called! And I will see how until then! Would I be really busy in JC? Haiz! Ventures' Survival camp is coming up! Erks!

Happy New Year! 2008! The release of the O level results! Which is in a few weeks time. The begining of a new chapter in life! Had the normal new years' eve dinner at my place! Really hope that it will be a good year ahead, just like 2007!

Okay! Asperazca! Thats the name/theme of my Innova Junior college Orientation. Kasran was my clan and Assyria was my empire. There, I feel alone! Just like when I was in secondary one! Maybe even worst! At least I had my mummy there! I really miss Barker Road! My friends, the teachers, the funny things people do! The disturbing the teachers, my afterschool bitching with friends, waiting outside the scout admin room chit chatting, going for prefect duties, the CCAs, the classes. Even chapel and the morning devotions. Without them, I really feel as though something is missing! Every thing is so quiet there! How I which I could go to ACJC. Where every thing would be much similiar! I really feel so miserable even though I shouldn't be! I know I should be glad that I have at least have a school to go to. But seriously I just can't intergrate in and find it very difficult to accept it. I just happened to listen to ''Josh Groban- You raise me up'' and I really feel like crying! Emo! I know boys shouldn't cry! It made me recall all my memories. I really didn't feel like going to school after the first day! My first time in a very long time. I never felt that before in Barker! I really enjoyed myself there! Good thing there was still encouragement from friends like Arunan and Alex every morning! I teary now! 9:

Summary: The was for Empire, the Aztecs, the Persians, the Assyrians and the Incas. They were at a war call Asperazca: The Quest for the Lost Relics! Each Empire had their own Sacred Relics which was stolen by the minions! They Empire leaders accused each other for the lost of the Relics thus a war erupted. Day one: There was the Station games where coins could be earnt. Games like street soccer, Captains' Banana(ball)..etc team games. Also had to built a tower which had to be a metre long, using A4 boxes and newspaper...not those scouts kind using poles or spars. Second day, learnt the school anthem which I refused to learnt, sounds like some national day song! Duh! It was composed by Dick Lee! Nothing is as Grand as ACS! Had war games: like using water bombs to destroy the other empires' towers, had to defend and attack of course, Mass dance which was one of Rock and Roll. Third day: Amazing race which was in Sembawang...had to take the the mrt there...on the way there, found out that there is a shopping centre( Causeway point) right behind the JC. In the night there was the Jam & Hop night where were performed our empire dance and later that, they turned the hall into a disco, with Disco lighting. Really typical...blah blah blah I felt! Those people really when crazy! They started to play like Gwen Stepfenie: Hollerback girl, Buttons...etc. OMG!WTH! Crazy! Crazy! Crazy! My OG was fun though!

The Principal looks like some frog! Oops! I'm so sorry! A slip of my tougued. The DM is like even worst then Mr Tang! I feel like punching him! We are not even allowed to wear our Badge! Thats one thing I really don't like! That DM said that all other school badges are disallowed unless it was sewed on. Especially ACS Boys who caused a lot of problems! But seriouslyI rather wear my ACS badge! It's not my complete uniform! How can! Weren't we told at Barker that it is a MUST to wear the badge! I'm being forced to take H2 Literature! Why? Because I failed amaths and so I can't take the subject combination that I want: H2 Geog, Econs, Maths, H1 physics. But the freaking problem was that they fixed the combinations already and I was only given two choices: H2 Econs, geog, Lit or H2 Econs, History, Lit. Plus whatever H1. Of course I chose the former. My appeal didn't work too! I went to see the SH of maths and you know what I was told! They wanted to see all my work/grade/ report book from Sec3 to 4. And I said just let me take, I would practice. And the reply was (using a house as an example) once you have a weak foundation to matter how much you built on, it will still collaspe. You better just stick to H1 maths...if you're failing sec3 and 4 amaths, you will never get through JC. That really hurt me! I felt so discouraged. Where in the world would a teacher tell that to a student! And of course I didn't bother about it anymore! Oh BITCH! SLUT! TOXIC! Sorry! thats my vocab! So much so for their programme: Pursuit of Passion programme(POP)! Innovian, their motto: Ad Astra(To the Stars). BULLSHIT! RUBBISH! ACS ACSian RULES! TO GOD BE THE GLORY-THE BEST IS YET TO BE! ONCE AN ACSIAN, ALWAYS AN ACSIAN. THATS A FACT! :) ''CMON MATTY! TAHAN FOR A FEW MORE WEEKs THEN SEE HOW! HAVE FAITH IN THE LORD''